Even treated this is me 😭 Vyvanse helps Zoloft helps but this is still my daily struggle.
I agree that I still struggle with the social stuff a lot. The meds do help me with executive functioning tremendously, but they are not a panacea.
And after 40+ years of suffering in get diagnosed, and medicated, and now all the meds are backordered… Back to my old ways
People don’t understand that beating yourself up is still a shot of dopamine. Drama, including drama limited to your head… It’s still dopamine.
Depression, sure, but the constant negatives that come with adhd is still a steady dopamine IV drip.
Autistic and ADHD, meds helped but the side effects were awful for me, so I’m just a mess.
I try to be myself with my excitement but it ends up overwhelming people
Damn. Too real.



