Not doing well I must admit. Lot of bad emotions and I’m not sure why they’re here. I just kind of stay sad.

Wdym?

I think it was just the message I got from being banned.

Supposedly a human being saw what I did and thought it was tantamount to taking a creep shot in public and posting it on Reddit. When I appealed again, another human supposedly doubled down on the decision.

I did not share this part, but elsewhere on Reddit I posted asking for advice about it. And the reaction was basically “Well who cares how popular someone is, it’s still without their permission 🤷”.

Which that made sense to me but it also didn’t … All the images were allowable on reddit except that one (and again, that’s assuming I’m correct about it being that one, they never told me).

So I think it’s Reddit’s Admins and as well as other individuals there on r/modsupport all claiming I had no place on Reddit ever again. It made me feel really gross and second guessing everything I did.

Edit: one tiny extra detail. My brother in law uses Reddit on his phone when he comes over with my sister. I’m worried that a ban for ban evasion will kick in while he’s using it here. I have no idea if he uses the wifi or not.

I may check it out.

Thanks for the suggestion.

Is discuit active?

Please don’t give up. ✊

At my work I wish everyone would just get a sticker every time they came through on something.

That way I know I did good and can feel good about it on my own.

When someone is like “Hey I just wanted you to know I appreciate what you do around here :)” I have no idea what to do with that.

I think I’m understanding it a bit better, but in a very broad kind of way.

Thank you for responding. I will definitely give that a read.

I do use a VPN, but tha’ts about it.

I messed around with it some more.

I’m not sure what I was missing but everything seems to be showing as it should on desktop. Sorry about that…

I do want to ask though: I can use everything just like I am going through FediNSFW. Aside from a different aesthetic, what is the difference between accessing everything I can right now on lemmy.zip and using another lemmy (instance? Server?)

Not sure if my anxiety is justified here, but I am not tech savvy whatsoever. And I worry about all the things I’m doing that’s probably completely giving myself away that I’m just unaware of. I didn’t know about this at all.